The Timeless Act Of Saying Yes
There are truly two kinds of evil. Those who do evil and those who are a witness to evil and do nothing to stop it. Depravity and Depraved Indifference. Not speaking out and standing up against injustice is disgustingly worse than those committing the atrocities. Speak out Church. This is your duty charged to you my God himself. We are to be light AND salt. It’s one thing to be a light and talk the talk quite another to be the salt, a spiritual preservative agent for God empowered by The Holy Spirit modeling truth, justice and mercy. In a world drowning in sin and darkness the last thing we need to become is more passive. Speak louder, pray longer, work harder. This isn’t an option this is a command. The reason millions of children are murdered every year due to abortion is because we as a people, as humanity, said yes. The reason the foundations of family and marriage are under brutal attack causing more harm physically, mentally and spiritually to families than we can imagine is because humanity said yes. The reason greed and and indifference has driven millions into poverty and starvation around the world is because humanity allows it. The reason it is not addressed and corrected is because “its never anyone’s problem”. The darkness engulfing this broken world is our fault people. Disobedience to God, rebellion, depravity, loving the darkness over light. These actions on our part have consequences, they bear fruit. A most rotten fruit whose carnage and aftermath can be so blatantly seen world wide. This all reaches back to Adam and Eve in the garden. They brought separation and ruin to humanity and the world because…..wait for it…they said yes! Every dark deed, every humanitarian disaster every ounce of darkness we face today is due to our fallen condition. A direct result of our uncanny tendency to love darkness more than light. The world needs Jesus. He is the remedy to our sin sickness he is the mender and redeemer of our shattered and broken hearts and minds. Church, I beg you, in the name of Jesus, stand up and be the beacon of light, hope and truth you are called to be. Praying for the church, praying for this nation, praying for the souls of men world wide.
Father, in Jesus name, I come before you with a heavy and weary heart. So much has happened in my life in the past few months that life has just seemed like one, dark, gray, blur. It has been the most intense and trying season I have ever walked through. There were several nights spent crying my eyes out begging for your mighty hand to move and ease my suffering to take me away from all the darkness and evils of this world. Several nights spent in total confusion and depression not knowing which way to turn. At the time the whole ordeal seemed like nothing but pure chaos but now that I can stand back and look again, now that I have a different perspective I can so clearly see your hand at work in all of it. All the depression all of the worry was totally my own doing. A shameful momentary lack of faith and trust in your sovereignty. Father I take great comfort in knowing that my days were beautifully and meticulously plotted long before my feet ever hit the ground. I take comfort in knowing that no matter what comes my way that nothing happens outside your sovereign will and that ALL THINGS are worked together for my good and your glory. I love you lord with every fiber of my being, I love you. You are my whole world and the desire of my heart is to bring you the highest of praise. I trust in you lord. You are my shelter from the winds and waves of life. When the tempest crashes all around me I find rest in awe of who you are. Have mercy on me great king when fear and doubt comes my way. Who am I to ever question your motives? Who am I, your creation, crafted by the work of your hands to ever lose sight of your majesty. I am humbled to my knees in total adoration of you walk with you lord all of my days wherever you may lead. I love you lord, the only one who truly loves me, provides for me and makes clear my path. May your will ever be done. Have your way! In Jesus name, Amen!
It is with a humble soul and a gracious heart that I ask you all to please keep my family in your deepest of prayers. It breaks my heart to see them bound in the chains of sin. They have afflictions ranging from depression, drug addiction, self centered lifestyles to total depraved indifference to anyone else other than themselves. I have tried many times to share the gospel and be a light to them but they truly live out what the scriptures say when it says “they loved darkness more than light”. They were all in church at one point and things were great then they turned their backs on The Lord and slid right back to their old ways and worse. I am the only Christian surrounded by a house full of lost, lonely and broken people. I also have more than one life threatening illnesses that I am currently battling and I don’t know how much longer I’ll be around. I pray from the depths of my soul that they turn to Christ in repentance and faith because once I finish my race and go home to be with my King the only way they will ever see me again is if they pick up their crosses and follow Jesus. Despite all the darkness, struggle and trials surrounding me I will push forward ever faithful, being the hands and feet of our savior and a light in the darkness in the desperate hope that my family is saved. They have a choice to make, we all do. I have made mine and they have apparently made theirs. I trust in The Lord and his sovereignty. I know that Jesus is on his throne and that everything happens according to his will. Lord let your will be done. In Jesus name,
Soli Deo Gloria,
Living In A Den Of Wolves
The past 10 months have been the hardest days of my life. It seemed like it was just one hardship and struggle after another after another. I entered into a pretty dark and lonely state of depression in which several nights were spent in tears begging God to take me out of this life, to just end it so that I might find rest apart from the realities of this broken and sinful world. In my family I am the only Christian surrounded by some of the most hateful, negative, oppressive people you can imagine. Trying to to live a life of holiness and service to God among people who’s lives are consumed by darkness is exhausting. Every second of every day is a constant battle to keep my eyes on Jesus and focused on the race he has marked out before me. These people so desperately need Jesus. They all suffer from a variety of sins ranging from drug addictions and self centered lifestyles to out right depravity and indifference to anyone’s lives but their own. I have been through more in the past few months than most people go through in their entire lives. Christ is the only comfort and peace I find in life. In him I can always find peace, hope, purpose and acceptance no matter what circumstance I find myself in. He has truly redeemed my life from the darkness and I wouldn’t be standing here today had he not called my name and saved my soul. I ask that you all please keep me in your deepest of prayers as I faithfully look to Christ and endure this season of my life. I may not know what tomorrow holds but I surly take comfort in the fact that I know who holds tomorrow. Whatever you guys might be facing in life know that every single detail, every single moment of our lives are father filtered. Nothing happens outside his sovereign will. Know that all things are being worked together for our good and his glory. That doesn’t mean things will be easy or or care free by any means just that all things, ALL THINGS, even the things the enemy meant to harm us God takes and uses for his glory. Praying for you all and please keep me in prayer, in Jesus name!
If you give the devil an inch he will take a mile. Be vigilant of the people and situations you allow into your life. The darkness has many faces, many voices and is always one step behind you.